As much as I still adore and absolutely love my wife, loving God will always come first in my life. I lost both of my parents years ago and although I didn't show it like I should have most of the time, I dearly loved them as well. I do love all of my family, but strangely out of all besides my wife, I have a love for my granddaughter Emma Grace that is right up there with my wife. She started her life out in a broken home, and I doubt she'll ever be able to wake up any morning in a home with both birth parents there. She's the only one of my grandchildren in that situation and it really places her in a special part of my heart because of it. I love her more than she will ever understand, and I'm ok with that as long as she is provided for like the rest of mine are. Seeing her and my wife's faces will as long as I live put a smile in me that can't be compared to any other........