I was like that for almost a decade at my highly liberal previous job. My worst day with my current is better than the best day at my previous.It sucks going to work everyday and reminding yourself if you can survive 4 hours you are half way done and you get an hour to breathe. When you get back you only have 4 more and you are free. Then you repeat and try to survive until Friday to enjoy a day or two only to dread having to return on Monday.