sure, and I'm stocking up on skills, gear, food, and training so I'm not stuck as one of the useless suburbanites if stuff gets bad.It sounds like your kids mean everything to you. I think you are typical in that respect.
I imagine you would do just about anything to protect them, feed them, and prevent their suffering.
That is the reason good people will do bad things if SHTF. If a father/husband is seeing his family in tears starving to death what wouldn't he be willing to do to feed them - Breaking and entering, stealing, assault, even murder. The death of a stranger or acquaintance compared to the death of your kid or wife is an easy decision for most.