My friend I went thru the same experience. Your in my prayers and feel free to reach out to me if you need to talk. Many of the people on ODT were very supportive when I was going through a very difficult process.
When I lived in MS the little bastards constantly tore up my yard and flower beds. It reached the point that I had a small mobile device that activated a pager. God knows I've killed my share of them.
A 38 wadcutter up their ass does a good job.